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Marcus Valentino  

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Journal Entry: Tue Jan 29, 2008, 1:21 PM
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Across The Universe
  • Watching: Across The Universe
  • Eating: nothing at all
  • Drinking: Nothing
Well, It seems that I can't have anything good. Weather It takes itself from me or I cause it to leave me. Nothing good ever stays.


I've lost my heart, a best friend, and a lover.

She ended up just like the one before. Seeing only hate, and never seeing love. Always wanting a chance but never giving one. I can understand though. I mean I've never been given a second chance, why should she be the first, right?

People try to comfort me telling me "Its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved before."
To them I say "Obviously you have never been in love."

I had scars before I met her. But now I've got a huge open gaping wound. Bleeding passion, emotion, energyand most of all love. Too large to heal.

I force myself through my days, scraping by. Finding the only solstice and safty at the bottom of a bottle. Melitonin. Puts me in a dreamless sleep. For the few hours I'm alseep, I think I'm happy again. Then I wake, and BOOM first thought is of her. And then I'm pushing through the day. Looking forward to that little bottle and my dark happiness.

I hope she knows, that I'm sorry. That I don't think I can stop loving her. No matter what I said or did to end us, I wanted to fix it, I want to fix it. Not pick up from where we left off but, start over.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Here. Now. This moment.
  • Interests: Urban Expoloration.
  • Favourite movie: Ghost Dog: Way of The Samurai
  • Favourite band or musician: Massive Attack
  • Favourite genre of music: Blues
  • Favourite artist: Coffeesong
  • Favourite poet or writer: W.B. Yeats
  • Favourite style or digital art: HDR
  • MP3 player of choice: W810i
  • Shell of choice: Brown. Those eggs taste the best.
  • Wallpaper of choice: One that peels
  • Favourite game: Fallout 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Crow
  • Personal Quote: There's no greater purpose than service to others.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Paper, and Inspiration

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